Monday, April 27, 2009 5:21 AM
i am so so so sick of studying.... :(
really really worried for this sem.


Saturday, April 25, 2009 6:06 PM
i had my first paper this afternoon,
an orgasmic paper.
i lost like nearly 50 marks.
thanks to my stupidity.


Wednesday, April 22, 2009 7:23 PM
OMG!!!!
i got selected for internship at HSA!!!
that's health sciences authority!!?!?!
i got posted to the pharmaceutical division, analytical labs.
it's very hard to get in there, since they only take in good honours.
and with my kind of results, haha....

oh no i dont know whether i should go for it or not.
since i have got to go back to sch for fyp, if i decide to continue for honours.
there's a project im really interestd in and i hope i can get it..
how how...


8:00 AM
gosh what the hell is wrong with me man?
i spent 3 hours tossing and still cant sleep?!
i think i really shouldnt have drank coffee. :X

anw on a side note, i totally love this song!
i know it's damn cheesy, but it's a nice song yah.
the tune keeps playing in my head.

from enchanted, by amy adams. :)
im so going to watch enchanted again after my exams end in 2 weeks' time.



should i try go back to sleep? or go back to books?


Tuesday, April 14, 2009 3:48 AM
i cant sleep.
cos im extremely bothered by the practical exam today, i mean yest cos it's officially tues right now.
it's gone case for my practical exam.

anw i actually got a conical flask that leaked.
how suay can i get, out of all the 50 odd people in the lab, i have to get one that leaked?!
ok lar it's my fault cos i didnt inspect each and every single apparatus carefully for leaks and cracks, but then again who would right?
i thought the apparatus were supposed to be brand new (like last sem), or at least crack-free.
15 mins passed,
i realised that my bench kept getting wet, my stopper flew out of the flask?!
i picked up the flask and saw that there was this crack at the bottom.
and my flask was leaking...........
OH MY GOD!
OH MY FREAKING GOD!!!!
i was so scared i quickly dashed to the lecturer and asked for a new flask.
by then it was too late, it leaked out quite a fair amount,
but it was still enough to last me throughout all the titrations.
and i didnt want to redo, cos i was already one of the slower, erm probably the last one, in the lab.
sigh. should have redo you know.
i asked the lecturer after the exam whether the leaking flask will affect my results,
he said it might to a certain extent. :(
whatever lar,
i got some parts of the experiment wrong already.
and it supposed to be an easy paper.
oh and i couldnt do a very simple mechanism.
cos i just couldnt think.
what the ___________ is wrong with me?!?!
how STUPID can i get?!?!?

im just pissed cos it's like bad luck kept following me throughout this entire lab module.
for instance,
printer died (for no apparent reasons) when my group wanted to print out the data sheet.
instrument went completely nuts and we had to redo the expt again and again and again.
booked the experiment and ended up TA didnt allow us to do and thus wasted my time preparing the lab report the night before.
lab quiz asking for definitions for some crazy computational terms.
TA telling us wrong stuff.
strict markings for lab reports.
and the list goes on...

ok im done ranting.
12 more days to first paper.
and im too demoralised to start studying.